… are so thin nowadays.

I do apologize. For anything lately. Late replies. No comments… fav and runs. And just general… 'where the heck is that girl?'.

If… in fact any of you were wondering at all anyway. *sigh* Where have I been? Well, mainly at the computer. At dA? No brain energy to do so. And as far as art is concerned, I haven't drawn anything in about a MONTH. That's a long time for me. Life is just busy lately and stressful. Me and my family are trying to get some things straightened out so we can live easier and more relaxed. Hopefully.
I mean, it's sad when I barely have the mental and physical energy to catch up with friends!

I really don't like that little issue. But… trying to, as I said, make things easier and less stress. How long it's going to take to do such a thing, I haven't the foggiest of ideas…
It seems that most of 2009 has been me telling everyone that I'm too tired to keep up. And… it's true. '09 has been one hell of a year. A few good ways… and a lot of bad ways. I won't go into everything now, it's too much.

I'm making this journal, as a way of telling everyone that… I'll most likely be quiet. For the rest of the year. I may pop in here and there to do this or that. But… dA has not been in the forefront of my mind for a while now.

Trying to get a web-business up and running. Two, actually. But… only one for now. That' s eating up some time. Then trying to fit in some art and writing. IF I can. Oh… and don't forget the bigger life things. Taking care of house things… helping family out. There are a lot of family things going on right now… as well as psychological… stuff happening around here. We're just trying to clean some things up and it ain't easy.
Not saying that terrible, terrible things are happening here… only saying that it's a little hectic.

Which… get this. I get up just after 9 most mornings, right? Well… I stay up till after 3 AM most of the time. Not because I'm wide awake. I haven't a CLUE as to why I stay up that late. When I've been dead tired most of the time. Dead tired equals; I almost fell asleep on my desk the other day. No. Kidding.
Passing out on my desk? Not something I've ever done to be honest. Physical body, not that tired. Mental body… yes. That's my problem.

*sigh* But… anyway. I had something for Halloween. An upload. I never got it colored all the way. She has her eyes and skin done, and I'm working on the hair. Then there's clothing, the cat and then the background to deal with. That'll be a while at least. But… I do love the perdy new 72 Prismacolor pencil set I got. It's awesomesauce.
And… I have both a Sephiroth and Genesis that are going to be digitally done. They, so far… are some of my BEST lately. And… I'm shocked at how they look. It's like my style and Nomura's just vomited on my sketchbook paper.

That… metaphor? Yea… that was… disgusting. *shrug* That's what I get for watching some lame, but gross and 'mildly' scary movies over the past week. I say 'mildly'… because… not much disturbs me. I can play hours of Resident Evil, blowing heads off with whoops and evil cackling. Same with Devil May Cry or Silent Hill.
Which… I've been drawing a lot of lately. Not Silent Hill. DMC. Obsessed? Maybe a little. But oh well. I'm that way with many, many things. 'Sides… DMC is one heck of a stress reliever. Unless playing Dante Must Die mode. Then it's a stress cause. XDD

Uhm, sorry. Getting side-tracked. *shakes head* I should go off and… I dunno, edit some pics for the website. *sigh* Or something.

Taking a nap sounds nicer. And I only got up 3 hours ago. Course… I've helped straighten up the house and clean a bathroom so far.

Just a warning and apology from this journal and weird ranting. Apology for being absent and quiet… warning for ya'll to expect quite a bit more of it.
Soooo… uh… talk to ya'll when I talk to ya'll.


How's everyone else been lately? |D